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TAqua24   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

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TAqua24   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

Not sure exactly what this is for but been needing someone on the outside to vent to and get a different view on the situation so here i go:

Well life is not working the way I planned it, and yeah I know that life always has its twist and turns but life right now just sucks. Thats the best way I can put it. I lost my backbone, job and I am going to lose my home(family safehouse). The reason I call it a safehouse is because it was my grandmothers' home. Not only was she my nanny(what the grandchildren called her) but she was my backbone and a home for family when life sallowed you up and spite u out...lol. Losing her meant so much on so many levels. Not only did it give wake up calls it gave no more escape goat when things went sour. It took me awhile to get myself half way together and I owe that to my nanny but now that she is gone im facing issues Ive never had to face before and Im more lost, confused, pissed and aggravated with myself then Ive ever been. I say this because a year and a half ago I moved in with my nanny, she had been sick for awhile. I was there to help her but also get my stuff together. I end up taken her position it was a good job paid nice, but walking in ther door there was issues on were the business was going. I find out about a meeting just so happen because the office manager never keeps things in order before I was suppose and a week later was approached about it by one of the doctors. I understood exactly what was going on and understood why they decided why to just have the office manager handle the job. it was a mutual agreement...which I found out the hard way is the wrong thing to put on your unemployment claim... HA just my luck...so the first week of March I was no longer needed at the end of the month. Well I had a month and two weeks and I thought thing would work out. I started with faith, but no luck with the job hunt but I knew I still had some income for now and savings... And then...My nanny passes....and things got a little bit blurry. Not only did I lose a huge part of my heart and soul....I got the biggest wake up call... I am now unemployed, my car will be shut off in about 24 hours, I have no money and I dont know how long I have left in my home....I have faith though that things will work out though, what else do you have when you can only control so much around you. Im in school, one thing I can control in my life since its online, library never turns anyone away if my wireless connect doesnt work. I try not to let this get me down but honestly sometimes it breaks my heart that Im jobless, broke, and damn near homeless. I know I could be in a worst situation but this feels like my worst and isnt that at times all that matters?????
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